WHAT TYPE OF WILD CREATURE ARE YOU? (New Pictures!)
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argh, i didn't want to come online at all, coz i wanted to study but i guess my resolve weakened. at 8, which is now, i will start the ritual commonly known as studying and burning the midnight oil. not that i've ever really done that, i believe that my beauty sleep should never be disturbed. so i guess i'll try my luck tomorrow.


What Linkin Park/Meteora Song Are You?
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posted by christine | 8:11 PM | You can rule the world. After I'm done with it.

finished 4 out of 5 tests this week... so feeling a sense of accomplishment that i didn't die or something half way. but the really sad thing is that, i still have to rerun 2.4 again, and i've still got be prepared to get thru. i tink that if i pass the next time, i'll be really happy, but the thing is that, note... i do not actually have to run... at all, but me, feeling so...er, bad that i didn't pass and ms oh was really nice about it, has decided to run again. HOORAY! more torture for poor me. there i go again, feeling all self-pitingly. this has got to stop. only people without a brain feel like that. poor me and all that shit. but the truth is, everyone feels that way sometimes, so i guess one has to make allowances.

this stupid blogger, erased all my stuff i wrote the day before yesterday. *growls*

just read lei ya's blog and she said that it's no use complaining about life, go and do something about it. haha, i guess i have exactly the opposite view. sure, if life's bad, instead of moping about it, do SOMETHING about it. well, sometimes i do, sometimes i dun. it depends. it depends on whether i bother to go and change something in my life... i'm the kind of person that goes, " if it aint worth to fix, dun fix it." i live to complain. I need not suffer in silence when I can still moan, whimper, and complain. that's one of my mottos. ironical how my motto for 2003 is "it the attitude that makes the difference." true, it's the attitude, but i didn't say if the attitude is a positive or negative one, not that it makes a difference. i think i'm unintentionally punning. watever, not worth it to spend time and think about it. i still say that i'm tired of life. for now.

i am two and two. i am hot and cold.
i'm the parent of numbers that cannot be told.
i'm a gift beyond measure, a matter of course
and i'm yielded with pleasure-- when taken by force.

-the forbidden game: the hunter
can u guess the riddle? i didn;t come out with it...

something that can be hot and passionate, something that can be cold and impersonal. somthing that could be the "parent" of untold numbers of people since there was no counting how many babies had gotten started because of it. something that was just two and two-- two lips touching two lips.

a kiss.

I rose from my throne and walked away with the wind. Through centuries of weakness, only the strong follow me, on my crusade of darkness. In this land where the forest is my throne, I have come to re-hunt. Daylight has finally reached it's end as evenfall strikes unto the sky. Far away in the dark grimpsing moonlight, sickening souls cry out in pain.

-from a quiz.

Before me there were no created things,
Only eterne, and I eternal last.
All hope abandon, ye who enter in!

-Dante's Inferno, Canto III

You are Morpheus, from "The Matrix." You
have strong faith in yourself and those around
you. A true leader, you are relentless in your
persuit.


What Matrix Persona Are You?
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You have a mysterious kiss. Your partner never
knows what you're going to come up with next;
this creates great excitement and arousal never
knowing what to expect. And it's sure to end
in a kiss as great as your mystery.


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man, this is really saddening... how could clay not win the AMI? so unfair... tml for guides gotta do the whole attendance list thingy and i know that i am so not looking forward to it coz it's in disarray. and today... was just rather bad... yy went out, she actually had a life, while me and sonya went straight home. not that we didn;t have a life, at least sonya had a life, but we rather go home and slack... haiz, and we were at the mrt station deciding if we should or should not go out someplace, but it did not seem really fun as we didn't have no money.

In each of your failures, I saw my victory. And each time you fall, a knife tattoos a smile on my lips. You are now empty of life and I am drunk with death

haiz, life is really not worth living. not worth living at all. i have nothing. nothing at all. i am not a pessismist, i am a realist. which i will proclaim proudly from the rooftops for everyone to hear! and right now, i'm facing up to the cruel facts of reality. dun ever try to see the silver lining in the grey clouds. you'll only get more disappointed. face it, nothing goes your way most of the time, so why bother to try? you'll only be setting yourself up for disappointment after disappointment. after some time, i've given up. to quote someone:" even if you destroy the world, the world you wish to come will never come." guess i'll just try my luck at defying the fates or something.

i will make my life good! chant that more than 100 times a day and i'll come to believe it.

He's fought and he's fallen
He's on his knees before he's on his feet
A sinister romantic
Oh, he's about to be and she's about to see

Teachin' torches to burn bright
She's hanging on the cheek of night
A snowy dove trooping with crows
He never saw true beauty till tonight

CHORUS:
She'll take him to the brink of deliverance
Show him that much
Oh, don't you know it
Oh, don't you know it
So he falls in love to feel that he's falling
She'll let him know his heart
Oh, don't you know it
Oh, don't you know it
That's Shakespeare in love

He's fought and he's fallen
He's on his knees before he's on his feet
A glittery romantic
Oh, he's about to be and she's about to see

His bounty's boundless like the sea
His love is endless, just as deep
The more he gives the more he has
`Cause both of them are truly infinite

i'm still trying to accept the fact that someone really wrote a song that had romeo and juliet quotes in it. unbelievable.

feel like dying, come back home and my muscles are screaming in agony, and the worse thing is, it's all for nothing! didn't pass my 2.4, which means that all this torture is for nothing!!! do u know how stupid that is? totally meaningless. and then, after that, was so tired and my brain hurt, couldn't think properly. u'd think that at least i could go home and drown my sorrows or something but no, i had to go for piano lesson... at least i didn't recieve any scoulding considering that i didn't practice more than 6 times in a total of 14 days. feel like giving up for NAPFA, i really dun care about it, since i do know that i can run 6 rounds, it er, depends on how fast you want me to run it. and i have only one more week to train so i'm really thinking of giving up.

the only thing that's stopping me is the fact that i am not a quitter, i have never quit before, well, ok, i'll be realistic, i have done things and given up half way, but no one can say that they haven't, but the thing is, i never stopped trying for my NAPFA. at all. until now. i really dun see the need to torture myself anymore than i have already. give it a break, i rather give up than die.

ahhhh... my head!!! brain dead... it's so pain........ y? coz MATHS screws it up!!! jus finished tuition not too long ago, 3 hours straight, and before that had 1 and a half bloody hours of lit... now, tell me, is today not one of my more productive days? i feel so... satisifed? bull. right. as if. next week really going to die, i think i have 3 tests on one day. is that not to die for? *squels!* right. as if. so how? then also got to prepare for my be prepared. which i am rapidly getting more and more scared to do.

Well aren't you a waste of two billion years of evolution. that goes out to all stupid people out there. ok, let me rephrase it a bit, stupid people just sounds so mean... waitaminute!!! i dun care... it goes to all people who think there are smart which actually they could be if they bothered to use their brains and think! half the population doesn't do that.

or... or... what about this? A mind is a terrible thing to waste; I'm glad they didn't waste one on you.

or this? When choosing between two evils, I always like to try the one I've never tried before.

brain juices are flowing!!!!

It doesn't matter if you win or lose.. until you lose.

just a quick note since my sis is back and liable to take over the computer,

lei ya: y u so sad, u normally not that pessimistic one, leave that job so me! haiz, never mind, btw, sonya thinks that everyone needs a guy, so go ahead and heed her advice, maybe u'll feel better. cheer up girl, face with silence all around, that's what happens most of the time...

nothing to write lar, cheryl's getting pissed? coz her tests... not so good lar...

next week... argh.... my be prepared test, which ironically i am so not prepared for. i'm going to type really fast so too bad if there's spelling mistakes or anything since my nose hurts so much, i think i might have heat rash, or something heaty... coz it's hot and painful!!! today's chinese test, i think i very no luck one lor. coz the close passage is one that i have read before, coz i reconignzed some part of it that i used in my zuo wen. really cant take it!!! so pain, so pain, so pain!!! will come online again if i have the time but i think i wun since i'll be rushing all my thrift stuff in case the thrift badge will be taken soon... aiyarm it's really pain!!! cannot liao, going offline now!

not feeling too good... so bored. so not wanting to study. so not wanting to do anything except slacking. so not wanting to....

crap... soooo crappppppppppp... aiyar... not even friday not sure if i'll be free... y muz we have the thrift badge this week? i'm not that prepared yet and i'm kinda busy most of the time, since i have lit lessons on wed, and then piano on thursday which i am so not looking forward to but there's nothing i can do about it. of course, i want to get the badge, but maybe during the june holidays or something, since if it ain't this week, then i'll rather not take it next week or next next week since got to study for exams. it seems as thou this week is not as bad as next week, except for tomorrow's chinese test which will be over in er, 20 hours or less, and NAPFA run... which will KILL me.

do u know that my sis ran like 18.14? that's like every worse than me, for every year, i've always run less than that. apparently, she walked. she told me she didn't care and had no determination. i told her that the thought of having to run 6 rounds again apparently gave me the determination to run faster. I WILL NOT RUN AGAIN! therefore, it would be stupid to fail.

hihihihi... should by right not be online now since tomorrow's got a stupid 3B test to study for! well, i dun care about it anymore, gonna start to study at 8, i know, i know... bad right? but chinese is soo boring... wad do u expect me to do?! i can bet with anyone that i'll fall asleep within 10 mins of studying, and then i'll panic in the morning, it's always like that. and i'll be so frantic in the morning coz i'll be looking all over for my chinese book... then i'll have to pull my bed away from the wall, and there it'll be. like clockwork, my routine's always the same. hate weeks with chinese tests! ok, i hate days with any kind of test.

the girl sitting next to sonya didn't come today, so i sat with her. very nice when that happens. nette and sonya were both asking me what the hell was wrong with me and asking me if i was ok or anything bad had happened to me. did i look like i was having a bad day? *wonders* maybe.

sonya: u ok?
me: y u ask?
sonya: coz u dun look ok, you're acting strange. one minute, u're acting all pissed off, and the next u're laughing.
me: no lar... *gives wad sonya calls a strange look* pauses. *giggles*

dunno why i feel sooooooo...... i dunno.....

aiyar, me is stuck at home again, i dun know when's the next time i can go out, i mean, i like going out and sitting down and chatting with frens, but when i'm free, they're not free... and wanted to go out on friday, but not sure if there's anyone free to go with me... stupid choir!!! argh... y must have choir on the two days that i'm free? *tears hair out*

calculating how many more days to NAPFA and it sucks!!! *envisions self dying*

Disorder	Rating
Paranoid:	Very High
Schizoid:	Low
Schizotypal:	Moderate
Antisocial:	High
Borderline:	Moderate
Histrionic:	Very High
Narcissistic:	Very High
Avoidant:	Moderate
Dependent:	High
Obsessive-Compulsive:	Moderate
-- Personality Disorder Test - Take It! --

well, remember that when u do this test, you better read up on what each personality disorder really means.

guides was so tiring today, and it's not as if i did a lot of things like that, was feeling fine in the morning until after footdrills, dunno why it made me so tired. and aiyar, somemore i told gladys and jingfang that i would go and watch x men with them again. do u know the first time i watched it, i also watched with the 2 of them? and then i was so tired while watching it that i fell asleep just before storm went to rescue the humans from cerebro, and woke up just after jean died. *smacks self* but in a way, i din really like those parts,
and i missed all the drama... the drama being gladys who started to cry AGAIN... because it was so sad that scott thought jean died and what shit... haiz.

i feel so bad, coz tml cant go out, as in not very nice to go out on a sunday... and peter wanted to catch a movie... so sorry!!! but still got next time lar... er.. yar. eh! at j8, there's this shop, best denki, that sells some anime vcds from art brothers. i remembered walking so chao far with yy just to find a shop in sim lim tower to get to the art brothers shop. get this, they have the whole of second season for saiyuki, 27-50... and X:the movie. but so ex!!!

on friday, went with Sonya and yy to watch a play, eden. CJC one. very nice, based on the giving tree, and i was reminded of my childhood days... where my dad used to read the giving tree to me. we still have the book, couldn't bear to throw it away. had lots of fun, but came back rather late... and wasted so much in SMS and calls. phone bill skyrocketing!!!

egad! all of my blog is mostly quizzes and stuff and all that. so i should blog a little more right? unless people dun really want to read what i'm saying coz that's perfectly fine with me. i'm the kind of person that will talk regardless if people are listening to me. no, that's not true, coz when i talk, i want people to listen.

my sis's frens are over today, and they took my radio to my sis's room and their giggling like nobody's business that i can hear them out here. wonder how long they'll be here? the longer they stay, the more time i have to spend on the computer, which is very very good. stay!!!

What's Your Love Style?

ooooooooooohhhhhh.




What's Your Mood?

ack. i'm not angry all the time thou, just er... more pissed off by stupid people than normal people are.


Draco Malfoy
You are generally evil, diabolical, rude, snobby,
and an all around bad person you hate to be
shown up by "inferiors"


which harry potter character are you?
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enuf! i have reached today's tolerance level for quizzes!

i dunno wad possessed me to volunteer to act as li bai in our asssembly. i mean, today was more than half an hour late for patrol outing since i had to practice for the whole damn thing. and people were not very satisified with my performance so i had to learn and do it the way they wanted. felt very sick after that. and i lost my voice on the way to going to somerset. and i was so pissed, and i tried to scream, but nothing came out. it was just like the campfire. lucky thing, after i walked to heeran, cleared my throat a gazillion times until ppl started giving me weird looks, and after a whole one litre of water did my voice choose to make a re-appearance. fuck.

The Dante's Inferno Test has banished you to the Fifth Level of Hell!
Here is how you matched up against all the levels:

Level	Score
Purgatory (Repenting Believers)	Very Low
Level 1 - Limbo (Virtuous Non-Believers)	Very Low
Level 2 (Lustful)	High
Level 3 (Gluttonous)	High
Level 4 (Prodigal and Avaricious)	Very High
Level 5 (Wrathful and Gloomy)	Extreme
Level 6 - The City of Dis (Heretics)	Low
Level 7 (Violent)	Very High
Level 8- the Malebolge (Fraudulent, Malicious, Panderers)	Very High
Level 9 - Cocytus (Treacherous)	Moderate

Take the Dante Inferno Hell Test


You are the 'Angel of Agony.' You love to give out
pain and probably love to receive it, you
masochist!


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was getting so interested and excited about tomorrow's patrol outing, but guess wad, no, it's not cancelled, even if it's just me and rong siu, i dun care, we're still having patrol outing. idiots. why u people like that? dun feel like going? if that's the case, you better tell me and dun lie. was really looking forward to it lor. my whole day is shot. i mean, like it wasn't bad enuf.

this's year's NAPFA is killer. really killer. dun do as well as i wanted to, and i made the stupidest mistake of doing situps and trying to practice for it just one day before the test. of course, i suffered with muscles aches and could not do well. fuck.

ok, NAPFA is just a test and i'll not be complaining so much about it except for the fact that my legs are rendered useless now, but the whole patrol thing has made me very upset. very very upset. cant believe those people! better have better excuses when i see u next and ask you guys about it. sec 2s? sick of guiding or wad? haiz. i'm not being fair to you people since some of u guys ur parents dun allow. dun mind me now. it'll take a miracle for me to feel better. still got zuo wen to do. haiz.

Your ideal mate is Pyro. He has a hot temper and a
short fuse, so dont tick him off! He has a
strong desire to prove himself and wont
hesitate to show off when he gets the chance.
Don't be surprised if he doesn't show you some
love. Frankly, he couldn't care less about you
and is probably only using you to get ahead.
But he's cute and thats pretty much all that
matters. Right?


Who Is Your Ideal X-Men 2 Mate? (ladies only)
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great. even thou he's cute and stuff, but still!!! like, maybe i should have gotten someone else instead... like james marsden... * grinz*


you are the flame contact!


What color contacts should you have?
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anyone sensing a theme here? what's up with all the fire things? *perplexed look* i mean, i know my element is fire and all that, but i've got to have some balance in my life right? after all, too many can be destructive. and we all know what happens when we play with fire. we get burnt.

You are Kain, Heir to the Vampyre Throne and Lord
of Dakklar Square. You are cold and mysterious,
but not without your own unique sense of humor.
You are very kind to those you let in, and very
cold to those you do not.


Who are you in the Book of Chaos?
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he's one son of a bitch

Lestat - The Brat Prince himself. You're
irresistable, you're bad, You're practically
indestructible, it'd be almost impossible for
anyone to hurt you, at least, not half as much
as you've already harmed yourself with your
adventures.


Which Anne Rice character are you?
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Louis - The most human of all the vampires. You
suffer from a guilty conscious because you live
on the blood of human kind. You have an elegant
beauty that's hard to resist, though some
people may find your continual self-loathing
annoying.


Which Anne Rice character are you?
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now that's really screwed up. after all, how can i be both kind and cruel? ok, so maybe louis is cool in the whole human aspect. which i never said was bad. but i guess i still possess the same contempt for humanity that lestat has. so maybe, it might work. crazy this quiz, i only changed ONE measly answer.

damn, how could Matt not win? i ask you... damnit. but at the reunion, where all of the people on survivor amazon had to return, he looked so much better, just like jenna. i tell you, too many days in the wilderness and they look like shit. thank god they dun now. argh! matt was so cute!!! and his hair!!! looks like David Boreanaz's in angel... so cuteeeee........

today was really funny...

basilia: xiao yuen is mine....
*lei ya and yy start hugging each other and dancing in the queue*
so i figured that they were "together"
so i turn to nette...
me: u're mine then.
nette: NO!!! me and peggy....
me: choose! me or peggy!!! since peggy's not here... *gives suggestive looks to nette, according to her*

~after a while when we were eating~
nette: i choose peggy
me: then i'm left with sonya??? ok

~in class~
sonya: wadddddd!!!! who said i was "with" u? can i file for annulment?
me: NO!!!!
sonya: see? see? she's like those whiny women who whine and probably beat their husbands!!!

we are crazy.

survivor today! last episode... wow, i really hope matt wins, i mean, at first i thought he was cute ( he is, compared to the rest of them on that show), i thought he was cute but rather little boy like, innocent and naive and ready to believe that rob was having an alliance with him. now, i guess he's learning the skills of the game, he's going all out regardless of whether it means that rob cant win. haha. serves stupid maniplating rob right! last episode was great, matt won a car in the reward challenge and he won immunity. hahaha...

i better blog all i wanna coz after this, my sis will come home and will not let me use the computer. friday, going to go with sonya and yy to watch eden, it's a play out up by cjc. should be quite fun. wish nette and lei ya were coming thou. too bad it cant be a WWB expedition. nette lar, WWB has only 3 members... quite sad... but what to do? nevermind, got more for us... nyahahaha. and you cant quit, you have a 2 year contract with us, since u were the co-founder with sonya. no running away from it! no lar, it;'s all for fun... so just play along lar.

FOR FUN AND FREEDOM!

today was kinda bad since our form teacher got really pissed at us for playing all those tricks on the teachers. remember it was for our assembly? yar. now it's not. coz people got pissed. cant say i blame them.

5 notes on toilets.
Don't use the toilet for the heck of it
the toilets are planning something.
they intend to take over your plan that you planned for taking over the world. (confused? wahahaha)
they're evil.
kill all toilets before it's too late.

what's wrong with u people? har? i very hao xin go and sign your gbs, and no one comes and signs mine! *wallows in self pity* i have a serious cash flow problem. for some reason, the cash cant flow properly. in fact, it's not even a slow trickle. it's a drip drip drip. meaning, i have NO money!!!

i think i like what i write in other people's gbs. like, erm, me, nette, sonya, and yy, we're normal by our standards but weird by others. but why let other people judge us? they dun know nothing. that's why i constantly believe that humanity is doom. was practicing my cynicism & insults on nette. i never knew i was so smart.

i wanted to write in people's guestbooks but for some reason, all of them who use the same gbs like nette, yy, and lei ya, i just cant get in.

lei ya, moderation is never the key. at least for me, since u know that i'm always one extreme or another. *grinz* maybe it works for u thou. everyone is different. r u stirring the pot to get people all worked up over what u wrote? hoping to get a reaction? well, remember that every action has a reaction, and every reaction has a consequence. :P... btw, wolverine is not as cute as cyclops. haha, now's my turn to stir the pot.

nette, there's nothing wrong with your trust levels, u're perfectly fine the way you are. we all are! in fact, maybe since u're so trusting, it's good for people like me, who are quite suspicious of certain things. after all, u're like the white in the black or white of ur life. all trust. like u said, it has to be one extreme or the other. i guess it's just up to u whether you want to be less trusting or something.

sonya, come to my blog more often leh, and y dun u have a blog too? i think it'll be fun to read what u wrote. er, u know the play, i think u should tell me and yy what's it all about. coz our mums are asking us about it.

nothing's real. everything's suspended in some dream. i'm crazy. ignore the last 2 paragraphs of my blog before. i was raving madly after eating eggtart so dun blame me. everyone knows the eggtarts do something weird to my system.

i hate the world. nothing new. something's against me. but i dun know who, it's like some sort of invisible force, trying to trap me and hold me in its death like grip. soon, the life will be choked out of me and i will cease to be. rather pleasant thought that. at least my life will be worry free and i wouldn't have to deal with all those things that i just can't seem to deal with.

am i different? different from other people? yes. of course no two people is the same, making each and everyone unique. yet, i feel as if i dun really fit in with the whole world thing sometimes. i wish to have the power to destroy the world. and then i'll have peace. peace through mass destruction. i think that's poetic.

sometimes, i really feel like a failure. and i know that in some things, ( only one thing actually), i'm really a great big failure. and that's the only thing standing in my way of perfection. hehhehheh. i'm just fooling myself, who am i kidding? no use wishing for things that will never come true. it's hard sometimes and this whole thing is so stupid! someone shoot me. i can't believe that i'm even writing this. i should be more positive, the power of positive thinking and everything. but face up to reality, christine, it ain't going to happen. FACE IT. but i can't. i think i might have voices in my head that take sides on certain things. you wouldn't expect my brain to be in total agreement all the time, would you? *perplexed look* that's why i can act happy and bouncy and change in a milisecond into unhappiness and depression.

i cant seem to be positive about this situation. because it's really hard to be positive about it. you try it and u'll c. of course, i cant write it here since it's weird if the person reads it. bleah. life is miserable. i'm successful in many things, but this? a whole new world for me.

*look around you, the evidence is everywhere. * i doubt it lor. please! the only reason we were talking was because the two other people were whispering and talking among themselves! wad was i to do? abandoning me! how could you! *grins*

You should be a Leo, Outgoing, warm, friendly,
generous, loyal, likable, entertaining, likes
attention, confident, cherrful, creative,
strong-willed, charismatic, proud, extrovert,
but can be demanding, dogmatic, controlling,
afraid of rejection


~*What is your TRUE Zodica sign?*~
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i have no doubts about this. my zodioc sign IS my character. really want to know more about me? easy, just go and take a look at some of the characteristics of leo.

dunno lar but today was just weird lor. i mean, like i said about our school assembly, we were doing the just for laughs thingy, and we were screaming and hiding under tables just to film the teachers reactions. felt rather bad about it, some of them just looked so bewildered. and after we screamed and hid, we were just sitting on the floor for a while. it was rather lame. still, we did miss a few minutes of lessons, so i've got to give some credit for that. creativity... innovative... excellance... really?

watched x men today. even though i love james marsden, i've got to admit his character is sick. like, he practically fell to pieces when he thought jean was dead. lame. i still find it hard to find the attraction to a guy with that much muscles and hair. of course, i'm talking about wolverine. pyro's really cool... would love to have the kind of power he has. it was scare the hell outta people.

going to slack tml for guides. :) and after that, i'm going with my sis, nat and peter to the neopet thingy. their selling neopets stuff in various isetans for outrageous prices that only people like my sister can afford. *rolls eyes*

let's do a summary of today. one word. fuck. oops. did i use a really bad word? i dun think i care.

to sum up everything: a supposely funny joke that got out of hand and is something quite mean. there is a difference between funny jokes and cruel ones.

ok, some people may ask why i'm making such a big deal out of the whole thing. but it hurt. it seriously hurt me. i have feelings too. i really believed that she was being sincere. she told me not to be so suspicious. look where that got me? if you think that my character is one where i wouldn't mind if you played a joke on, you're right. i wouldn't mind, that is if the joke was not mean. but it was. i'm much deeper than what i appear to be on the surface so if you dun know me well, dun assume anything and anyhow make a judgement. i bet no one expected me to cry, resort to violence, maybe, but crying? not thinking before you played a joke is NOT an excuse and cannot explain anything. u know something really affects me when i cry in class. i only turn on the tap when i feel really hurt, coz if i cried all the time, people would think i was a cry baby. apparently, mrs hoo or mdm kor, or both, told my mum i cried. and i had to tell her the whole story.

yy, maybe you didn't understand why i was so angry at first, but i hope you can now. i guess i'm not as angry as i was hurt. guess i hid my hurt underneath my anger.

thanks to the rest of you who comforted me today. thanks. u're the real frens that i have.

i'm not going to elaborate on it right now, but i can say that even though i cannot forget this, i'll shelve this incident in a box of memories labelled: lessons that can be learnt from this.
and they are:
1. trust your instincts, they're right 100% of the time.
2. trust people but not to the extend of being gullible.

let's just say that i've learnt lots of things and one of them is that i've given people chances, and not everyone has risen up to undertake them. a few good frens of mine played a joke on me. i've made an exception and forgiven you. but if anyone else that claims to be a close fren of mine plays something like that again, count yourself out of my list of close frens. i have no use for frens like that. i'm not going to give second chances. at times like this, i seriously wonder how the world is going to survive like that. if it wasn't for the good frens that i have, i'll probably have lost all faith in humanity.

other lessons that i'm going to re-enforce and remember again. i ditched them after a while as i found close frens.
1. rely on yourself, that way no one will let you down... let me rephrase that, rely on yourself as well as the few close frens u have
2.dun believe everything you hear.
3. life's a bitch. we learn new things every day

i'm going to count what happened today as a learning experience. after what happened, i hope no one is going to expect me to trust them as easily as i would have before this happened.

i've forgiven you people. please dun play such a joke again. i still treat you guys (a few of u) as good frens.

have a got a test for u crazy xmen people out there! of course, if u jus watched the movie and did not even know something about the comic. dun bother taking it. you'll probably be going HAR? who's this person?

You are Gambit!

You are a fierce fighter and a good friend to have.
Your preference for solitude and your
attractiveness make you very intriguing to
those you meet. Unfortunately, close
relationships are few and far between for you
because you often have trouble opening up to
others.


Which X-Men character are you most like?
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You are Pyrokinetic!


What's Your Magic Power?
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Psycho. You are overwhelmed by anger. You may even
hate the world and everything in it and you
believe revenge is the way of the world. An eye
for an eye.


How Emotional Are You?
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i love myself.

look... i'm thinking that people are rather crazy over x2... sure, it's a good movie, i've got to admit that. very cool.. way better than the first one which i watched in sec 1. but it'll be even cooler if it had indeed followed the comic.

wolverine... cute... er, maybe... to a certain extend, ja? now... let me tell you who i think is really cute in the movie. cyclops. james marsden rocks. he is obviously cuter than wolverine. anyday. but that's just a matter of opinion since i know that some people like the more muscluer type of guy, eh? and pyro ... ack!!! cute!!!! now that's a guy i wun mind going to bed with... *grins... *

next next week's our class assembly. we 're trying to do something to show excellance, innovation, and creativity. me and sonya actually had this idea that we were going to do. the three little pigs with a twist, see, the pigs and the wolves are part of some big time multi corporation thingy and the wolves want the take over the pigs' company. the wolf ( big boss) has a group of followers called the coalition of the willing and the wolf has a pack of cards with the pictures of his enemies on it. or something to that effect. now, the pigs... they have oil, and the wolf wans that oil. do u guys get the reference?

but our class wanted to do a sort of just for laughs. and me and sonya and yy are going to play a trick on lin lao shi. see, there's this mango tree outside our class, directly outside, and we love going to the balcony to see our tree. and once the mangoes started coming out, our teacher freaked out at seeing us there since she thought we were going to try and pick the mangoes, and that we might jus fall 3 stories down. so, the joke is that we'll bring a mango to school and fake her out, the class will videotape her reaction. it's going to be so funnyyyyyy...

I am 52% evil. Take the test :: koolplace.com

Death, the second of The Endless, you are
responsible for ending all lives and taking
them to your realm, from which no one ever
returns. You are bright, positive, happy,
optimistic and enjoy everything about life, but
that does not mean your silly or stupid. You
can lay the smack down when you have to!
Everyone loves you, and they don't know why.


Which Endless are you?
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You're the suggestive grin,mostly used while
flirting and accompanied by the come-hither
look.You're either an attention hog or way too
insecure to not be in the spotlight at all
times.No one can quite tell.Calm down and learn
to be regular,ya perv.


What Kind of Smile are You?
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enough. for now. too many will rot my brain. i suddenly realised that whatever social studies i had previously learnt is gone. GONE. WASTED.

Sunny Day
Sweepin' the clouds away
On my way to where the air is sweet

Can you tell me how to get,
How to get to Sesame Street?

Come and play
Everything's A-OK
Friendly neighbors there
That's where we meet

Can you tell me how to get,
How to get to Sesame Street?

It's a magic carpet ride
Every door will open wide
To Happy people like you--
Happy people like
What a beautiful

Sunny Day
Sweepin' the clouds away
On my way to where the air is sweet

Can you tell me how to get,
How to get to Sesame Street...

How to get to Sesame Street...

How to get to Sesame Street?

* feeling childish*

wad's up with me?! i'm being rather happy and bouncy lately. at least, according to nette and sonya. i'm trying to figure out why. i mean, i rather stone and all that since being happy all the time kinda gives me a migraine.

learning about the HDB now... of course i'm doing social studies, u blockheads. but then, i did my not really logical calculations and came up with the fact that i still have about 2 hours or so to cram 28 pages into my brain. and since i did about 10... that means that i will only have 18 more pages to go. 9 pages in an hour. 4.5 in 30 mins. 1 page in 9 mins. so therefore, i need not panic. why panic and get white hair? you only have one life, so make the most outta it.

Oh! Who lives in a pineapple under the sea?
SpongeBob SquarePants!
Absorbent and yellow and porous is he!
SpongeBob SquarePants!
If nautical nonsense be something you wish...
SpongeBob SquarePants!
Then drop on the deck and flop like a fish!
SpongeBob SquarePants!

*insane laugh*

i try not to get myself into any of yy's fetishes. but i tell you, the more she talks about licking stuff, the more i feel like i also want to do that. argh!!! the cursed yy disease! it has gotten to me!!!

lick the pole, lick sonya... that's wad yy wans to do... egad. i think i want to lick something, of course not the pole, but come to think about it, it might be quite a nice thing to do... when it's all cold and nice. and arghhhhhhhhh... ok, think normal thoughts, lick... urm, homura!! sanzo!!! ok... that seems more normal.

er, wad the hell am i talking about!!! licking an anime guy is not the answer!! i cant lick my comic book right? YY!!!!

i bet u tomorrow i'll come to school and really lick sonya... oh no...

I NEED TO LICK SOMETHING!! ICE CREAM, ICE CREAM, ICE CREAM... STICKY CHEWY CHOCOLATE!!!

surprisingly, i could do the chem test, thou now that i think about it, there might be something very wrong with all my answers... since when do i actually know how to do chem? *wonders* so maybe i screwed it all up and i didn't even know i did that. yicks. rather dreadful thought that.

there's nothing anyone can do, my life is so stagnant. and yet again, i am complaining my head off. and guess wad? yellow house won this year! amazing. wow. yay!!!!

I NEED A LIFE! GIMME GIMME GIMME...

well, only have like a short little while to type my words here since it's time for lunch. and after that, comes the torturest romeo and juliet thingy that i hafta do or else risk sonya's wrath. no lar, sonya won;'t kill me... i hope, but she might maim me for life. ick... and after that, chem, my fav subject. i wish.

where's time when u need it? it's so fast, speeding like a bullet when u need it, but it goes like forever when u're having lessons or something totally unfun. catch ya later

MY GOD!!!!

*runs around screaming* y? let's say i am so lame that someone should shoot me. reread all my blog entries. and help. really...

labour day, went to marche at heeran with natalie. then, met yy earlier to buy comics. and she was late. dun even know the value of time!!! :) but it was ok, and we went to our most favourite bookshop. kino. the artbooks!!!!!!!!!!!! prettyyyyyyyyy!!!!!

*gimme gimme gimme*

it was gorgeous, i'm talking about salty dog, er, the artbook of saiyuki that's even better than backgammon. the colour, the style, everything!!! heaven if you've got as yysays, the ka- chink ka- chink. so, in other words, wait long long lar, christine! hint hint... where;s that special someone that you need at those particular moments to buy it for me and make my day? wwwwwwhhhheeeeerrrrrreeeeeeeeee.

and then, i bought the X one. jus as good. kigai yuuto!!!!

*drools*

and then, we met nette and sonya and went to eat. it was one of the most fun days i have ever had. i love u guys. did i tell you that? we ate at swenson and stupid lynnette had the sense to buy the best ice cream they had, sticky chewy chocolate. it's like the heaven of all chocolates. the one i'll be willing to die for. hmph. I shld have bought that... *smiles at nette, and thanks her for giving me some*

i love you guys!!! u guys are what makes life worth living. when life is bleak, u're there. when i'm crazed and annoyed, u're there. we're unbeatable together... er, sonya gives her comments ( any comment of hers is worth remembering, she has too many that i cant say much about it, but if u dun have her for a fren, boy, u're missing a lot.) yy, the best fren any girl could want or need. (she's smart too. heck, all of us here are smart, plus, she has nice legs *winks*) nette, recent addition to the league of good frens, but u're climbing up fast... (i love u, u're the quiet listener, thou u do have a lot to say too (",))

let's say it again!!! here's to the greatest frens a girl could have. you are the reason i go to school. without u, my life is deviod of meaning and i never want that to happen. best frens? *hooks pinkie. u guys better hook back *

i am scared. me, the great christine. is scared. god, though words do not go together. they do not. and i never want to see them together. ever. but i still have to say it

i'm too sensitive. that's wad it is. i went to yy's blog

you know i strongly believe that if you have nothing nice to say, don't open your mouth. obviously some pple beg to differ (the freaks) lets amend my previous statement. if you have nothing nice to say, don't say it when i'm around. pple are very irritatingly blur and ignorant and oblivious. note to all you pple reading this damn thing. don't talk about me as if i'm not there cause i am so obviously THERE. you wanna bitch about me do it behind my back. what i don't know can't hurt me. got it? and don't state it like its so damn matter of fact. cause its not. its just your opinion. which i don't value too highly anymore. go take your inferiority complex and shove it up someone's ass.


and that was wad i read. and i was like, omigod, wad if she's mad at me? and then, i realised i;'m being such an asshole. insanity has clouded my mind.

oh, the unfairness of it all~! found out today that our NAPFA was on 19th may and not next week. yay and all that aside, it will give us more time for training. when you actually sit down and think about it, it jus means that you'll be dying twice, that is, if u dun die the first time. now, i;m talking about the trial run. see, on thurs, sure as anything, ms lim's gonna make us run our trial run. bear in mind that it was supposedly our real 2.4, which means we'll be running twice.

i have never in my life run more than 6 rounds (aka 2.4) once. get it? that means that every year i run only 6 rds once, that is on the day of my NAPFA. and so, i figured, y bother? y put in the effort into something that;'s juz a trial. that kind of mentality will lead me to deep shit. it seems logical thou. ack. and i know that ms. lim will never allow me to use my trial run timing. i rather only run once, i dun want to try and fail, i want to try and pass. and the only way i'll realy put my best effort is when i'm doing the test.

so, the merits and disadvantages of doing the test on a later date, you decide. i still say, RUN NEXT WEEK!!!